It is not a secret that prison changes people, for good and bad. But how much bad and how much good? How much can we replicate of the good outside of prison?

How much change can only happen because my specific life circumstances meshed with this particular prisons’ conditions at just the right time in my life at just the right time in societal culture?

These are questions I ponder often. How much of my obvious transformation was driven by me and how much was imposed by my unnatural prison environment?


With Love
Ruth Utnage

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