I think about freedom and what it looks like for me. Before I came to prison I dressed and acted like a man and when I get out I will never do either again. I often, if not constantly, dream about clothes shopping and how I will react when I go to my first job interview. Will I wear heels? I’m a size 13 woman’s shoe, those are some big azz heels ladies.

I think about electrolysis and waxing and manicures, how much it will cost to get ribs removed to shape my body more like a woman’s, breast implants? Maybe? All just thoughts. I can’t wait until I get out and then get to finally make the ultimate change to my anatomy, bottom surgery. Yes ma’am.

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