It’s a long shot, but I need help understanding and subsequently reconfiguring my attachment schema. I am fully aware that this is an implicit social memory function formed in early childhood.

I assume that there is some ‘system’ used to understand a patients attachment schema, else it wouldn’t be a “schema” unless someone spent the time and energy to systematize our early attachment patterns into a “schema”.

I know it’s a long shot that anyone even knows what I’m talking about, but, it is important to me because I am working on understanding myself as completely as possible. I feel that understanding where my social patterns derived from and how they bias my current social endeavors would be helpful because I want to have deep, fulfilling relationships with people. I want my friends and loved ones to know that I value them and sometimes that’s hard for me to show and display affection/appreciation/love/intimacy and I don’t always want that to be the case.

Any help would be wonderful.

With Love
Ruth Utnage
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