“Behind that big wall of yours is a big heart and I found a small opening in that wall and now I can see that on the other side of your secure wall is a gigantic heart and I know that once I’m in, its mine.”

Those are words someone spoke to me the other day. A friend of mine who used to be into exploitation of women. He was countering my protectionist mind frame from being hurt emotionally when someone gets too close to me, because I have experienced a lot of leaving and not much staying. He was trying to point out that making it difficult to get to the vulnerable me is going to backfire and with relatively little work on someone else’s end, in fact, just waiting me out to extend the invitation of friendship.

I have really thought about this. What do you think?

With Love
Ruth Utnage

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