Thanks/Praise to God
©HOW MANY BRIDGES HAVE YOU BURNT?:
How many bridges have you burnt?
How many people have you burnt?
How did you feel when the tables was turned?
Do you ever get sick of the: problems, trouble, drama, stress & consequences?
How often do you find yourself INTENTIONALLY victimizing other people?
I know if you are anything like me, you can’t answer how many bridges you’ve burned, how many people you’ve burned & how many people you’ve victimized because:
THE NUMBERS ARE TOO HIGH!!!
How many hearts have you broken?
How many people have put their trust/faith in them & you let them down/disappointed them?
How many people have distanced themselves from you because they knew you was TROUBLE???
Even worse for me—I wanted to distance myself from who I was, because I knew that:
I WAS A PROBLEM!!!
My life had been nothing but REGRET after REGRET after REGRET!!!
The only time I had really accomplished anything was when I was behind bars…
I got plenty of penitentiary certificates, completed classes/courses & job experience.
But when I am at home, I AM A STRAIGHT UP MESS!!!
I now know I wasn’t able to function in society as a normal person, I had to get high, I had to get drunk, I had to hustle, I had to steal, I had to lie, I had to use people, & I had to manipulate people.
I realized I couldn’t be trusted, I never really thought twice or cared how my actions affected other people.
In prison, that’s the normal way things is, nobody gives a crap about nobody…but on the free world, that isn’t always true.
In the free world there is plenty of loving & caring people.
You can’t take the BAD HABITS, the ANTI SOCIAL & SOCIOPATHIC habits learned in prison & apply them to the real world…
And think it’s gonna help you get somewhere, it’s gonna backfire & leave you with no friends, angry family & BURNT BRIDGES.
When people open up their hearts & arms to us, they never imagine we will turn around & stab them in the heart.
Imagine the pain that causes, some people are never able to get over the pain, especially when someone is physically hurt or a life is taken.
Imagine a world where people are so self-centered, so blind to other people’s emotions, thoughts, feelings, cares & needs…
That people just walk all over each other, manipulate each other & spit in each other’s faces with pride, arrogance & an f*** you attitude!!!
DON’T BURN BRIDGES, the BRIDGES MIGHT TURN AROUND & BURN YOU!!!!
Thanks for your time!!!
Jonathan Gordon 793350
Stafford Creek Corrections Center
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