Friday, August 16, 2019

MY COMMING OUT STORY PART 1 By Renee Permenter



Prior to January 2016 I never thought I would have the courage to leave my closeted world of Narnia. I had known something was different about me since I was about 6ish, I just didn't know what it was. I loved all things femenine, and frequently dressed in my cousins clothes when noone was around. It wasn't until I was about 9 that I began to understand that my body wasn't right. There was "extras" I didn't want, but I couldn't find the courage to speak on it. So I went so far in the closet I discovered Narnia is real. This frame of mind continued until 2016.
Countless hours had been spent crying because I hated everything about me. I attempted suicide twice, and logic would conclude I was quite unsuccessful. So... since I wasn't able to take my life, I fully engrossed myself in the Christian "religion". I became very fluen in speaking "christianese". The more I grew in this "religion", the more I was realizing I will never be fully accepted by this culture either. Depression then set in again. Isolation, a loose tongue, and a bad attitude began to consume my bubbly personality. It wasn't untill I was contemplating a third attempt at suicide that I decided to finally talk about my inner truth that I am a trans woman. 

KEEP TUNING IN FOR PART 2 OF MY COMMING OUT STORY. UNTIL NEXT TIME. THIS IS RENEE ON RGLP RADIO. HEEEYY!!!!

CONTACT ME AT:
Chris (Renee) Permenter #337691
C-319-2 
MCC-TRU
P.O. Box 888
Monroe, WA. 98272

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1 comment:

  1. im glad your finding your ways through the storm

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